alone

tis two day i m havin a bad headache.. i dono wats goin wrong.. suddenly headache since from yesterday till now.. i ate medicine jus now but it seems not helpin at all.. today i went out for lunch instead of havin it in my office.. when i go out, the sun was killing me.. make me more headache.. from outside the sun went inside the food court, my vision was blurred... out and in are different.. luckily i m not the onli one who feels blurred.. if not i will considered i m havin any prob and should seek for doctor..

recently.. i jus feel like things ar different around me... i don get wat i wish for and i feels neglected around the ppl i care.. i dono y.. its jus a feelin.. i don get as much care like before and i jus feels tat i m always alone.. no one for me to talk to.. no one to ask bout me.. will i b forget by someone else? recently, i dono wat i m thinkin about and when i think bout it, sumtimes it do will make me drop tears.. i m wonderin is there anyone who noe wat i wish to and think bout..

recently.. i oso thinkin on whther i wanna continue to work at tis company or choosin bac to jb and find work at sg.. tis problems do make me think a lot.. mayb u dono wat other side ques will i think when i make tis decision.. tis decision do means a lot to me.. once i make tis decision.. there is no turn bac.. i hav to giv the answer to my manager by tis week.. no one for me to turn to when i m thinkin all tis.. nobody can giv me opinion.. tis oso make me feels alone sumtimes especially recently.. recently.. do make me feel alone and sad... mayb i shouldn't think too much on tat.. mayb wat i hav think and done so much is jus a waste.. so, i think i jus quickly make a decision before the opportunity fly away...

*Happy 1 year & 2 month anniversary..
*I Love You.. miss u so much... muacksss...