its just a feelin... hope u won mind i letting it out...

the time now is 11.30pm... i usually sleep at 10 or 10 something.. but don't know y today i cant sleep.. my mind is spinning around and around.. i have some feeling right in my heart.. and i decided to let it out.. after tis i will b fine and back to normal without think of tis...

sometimes when i'm alone, bored or need someone to talk to tat time, you're always busy.. when i really need u the most, you're away... i'm saying tis is not because i'm blaming u right now or what.. its just a feeling.. hope u won't misunderstand.. sometimes i wonder y everytime when u need me or wan me to take care of u (at least i've done before), i will be there for u, but u aren't there for me when i need u as well... sometimes i oso wonder y everytime when during the sem break, i can go bac my hometown late a bit and come bac earlier than my coll reopen, in just intend to spend more time wit u and just to accompany u.. but u din do tat for me oso... u will always go bac right after u finish yr exam and come bac on time on the day u start class... recently, i oso keep on thinking about wat will happen to us after i finish my internship.. wat will happen to us after i graduate and i work.. wat will happen to us when u go study abroad... a lot of tis question mark always popping right in front of my mind.. mayb u will ask me not to think so much.. but tis ques sooner or later, it hav to solve as well..

i say all tis is jus a temporary feeling right in my heart.. it wil gone after tis.. i jus hope that u won mind of wat i stated here... i wanna let u know that i'm not blaming u or unhappy wit u.. i think is because i think to much and leads to me like tis... say truthfully sincere from my heart, i really happy that i hav u tis bf.. i'm really satisfied wit my life right now.. i don't want to lose u as the part of me.. i really love u very much and care bout u very much.. i admit tat sometime maybe harsh or play style wit u.. here i say sorry to u.. I'm Sorry... i jus wan u to know tat i really wanto b wit u for a long long time... i dowan anythin to happen to us or anything tat separate us.. i really treasure our relationship a lot..

later on... will b our 1 year and 1 month v been together.. for me, tis is a long and happy times tat i ever spend wit... i really really happy wit tat... okie.. i m fine now... i can get bac to sleep already... haha... tomoro is saturday.. i just hav to work half day o... but don have any plan yet.. or mayb will go home and rest... hehe... "dear, TIEW ENG SHIANG.... I LOVE YOU and HAPPY 1 YEAR & 1 MONTH anniversary... Muacksss.... "

happy day o...

today was a happy day and it ain't borin.. haha.. today at office was quite fun and a lot of things to do.. i learnt new things today as well... i learnt how to key in the rates of the transfer and the supplier.. today my office there onli hav 4 ppl workin.. got another 3 ppl on leave.. hehe.. so they ar more busy.. but i m quite free cos i no nd in charge of pickin up the calls from customers.. haha..

today quite tired bcos yst nite not enuf slp.. onli slp for few hours onli.. haha.. noe y? cos yst my dear come bac dy.. then one of my fren say she wanto come and find me for dinner.. she from nilai o.. but actually she go fetch my bf from airport then together come find me for dinner.. hehe.. i can guess tat.. hehe.. when i get into her car, my bf wasn't in the car o.. he go hide himself.. so fun.. then later on we headed to genting highlands to hav our dinner there.. hav our dinner at mushroom garden.. the foods was nice and it wasn't expensive o.. can go try try... keke.. after our dinner, we went to genting and walk walk.. we so senang lo.. wan go genting, its very near.. wan go jiu go.. haha.. so enjoy.. wat i really happy is i get to c my dear dear.. bout 2 weeks din c him liao.. yst saw him then no nd wait till tis weekend onli c him.. haha.. i wanna thankz yee mei and fing fing lo.. and also won forget my dear lo.. dear.. thanks for the "fu" u get for me, k? i appreciate it a lot and i take good care of it and i do follow yr instructions o.. hope it will bless me and u too... thank you.. thank you...

another things is.. yi vean.. u goin for yr attachment at china dy.. u must b more extra careful when u ar there, k? take good care of yrself o.. sori to u cos i cant get to c u b4 u leave malaysia and cant send u off the flight.. dy a long time din c u dy.. miss ya.. anyways.. take care and all da best to u o!! bon voyage to u!!

boring day...

today is saturday.. but my saturday is a boring day.. today i work half day onli.. which is till 1pm.. but after tat i hav ntg to do as well.. jus go cold storage and buy sumting then straightaway come bac home.. the whole day doin ntg and jus day dreamin..i got ntg to do.. no where to go.. and more cham is nobody talk to me.. haiz.. haiz... sobz.. sobz.. haha.. besides, the pc oso lag lag.. the line very slow.. dono got someone downloadin sumtin or playing games o not.. msn oso cant sign in. sien sien.. haiz.. i think today i oso gotta slp early lo.. better than sittin ntg to do wastin time.. better slp early and replenish my energy.. hehe.. gdnite lo... =)

suprise day...

tis mornin i get a big suprise when i reach lrt station.. the lrt havin technical problem and it is delay and from melati to wangsa train nd to wait bout 1 1/2 hour to 2 hour to reach there.. omg.. wat an unlucky day.. luckily i meet my frens there and we went to wangsa lrt station together.. tat time is already goin to reach 8am... while we reach wangsa lrt station, i get a shock when i saw the crowd.. i never c tis kind of crowd b4.. all of the ppl are the workin ppl who ar takin the lrt to their workin office.. i m one of them... gosh... it's really damn packed wit ppl.. the lrt always havin technical problem de.. very sien wit tat lo.. at last i called few of my frens who work at the same place wit me.. other than the lrt, a lot of ppl oso are waitin for the bus and taxi... looks like ride for free like dat.. all rushin to get on the transport.. i and my frens waited for some time then we decided to get on a metro bus to get to our office.. i tooks about an hour plus to reach there.. along the way, there was a bad traffic jam along jln genting klang.. it was really jam.. it was so tired of workin at far place which oso mixed wit the road which are always jam at tat time.. how i wish i could fly to my destination without havin trouble wit those jam and technical problem.. when i reach my office, it was about 10am.. i am late to work.. so bad.. not a good impression.. haha... =)

today, i learn sumting new.. i learn how to do booking and transfer... those agent tat provide service for the customer to transfer them from their hotel to airport... it was quite fun and enjoy when doin the bookin.. hehe.. today i hav my lunch alone.. but i ta bao bac my office and eat la.. cos my fren ar workin at the MAS fair at KLCC... so sad.. hav lunch alone... hehe.. but its ok de.. every ppl hav different things to went over de ma... rite?? tomoro is saturday lo.. i us hav to work half day o.. till 1pm onli.. so happy... keke.. but too bad my dear not at kl... if not i go find him lo.. but nvm lo.. wait next week.. haha.. keep goin on!!!

a tired day...

today as usual get up at 6 sumtin to get ready and go to work.. now durin workin time was a better day because i hav things to do.. i hav to key a lot of data includin the rates and hotels name.. jus fill in one hotel can take my few hours to do tat cos one hotel it is divided into many sub sub date.. fu~~~ whole day jus facin the pc.. will my eyesight become bad? hope it don't.. cos i dowan to wear spectacles although now i hav some light short eyesight.. haha..

today at lrt, macam got a malay guy around 20 sumtin to 30 sumtin years old kacau me.. i not sure bout tat but i can feel sumtin.. he looks like takin dono wat things kacau me behind.. i keep on get rid of it but i still can feel it.. my bac is facin him.. so he is kacau my behind.. hehe.. i m not sure so better don malign ppl.. cos at the lrt there are so packed wit ppl, so wit tis kind of accident is usual gua.. haha..

today my dear goin bac to kb liao lo... sun onli comin bac.. miss u ya... wit tis internship.. a lot of my frens separate dy.. cant get to c each other often.. so sad.. miss u guys so much.. the time v can laugh together and study together.. haiz.. my secondary sch frens as well.. gettin lesser lesser contact like b4.. sobz sobz.. haha.. no matter how, once a fren, forever a fren.. will always missin u guys de.. all da best to everyone and take care!!

internship life...

today is my first time writin on tis blog... jus feelin like sharin the things happen around me.. haha.. now we hav started our internship month lo.. today is the third day we start workin.. the life isn't tat good becos everyday hav to wake up early and wait for the lrt and the worse is hav to try to squeeze into the packed lrt.. omg.. everyday life is like dat.. jus feel don work better.. hehe.. first day of my workin was damn borin.. ntg to do whole day and jus playin the pc all da time.. i keep on yawning all da time while other colleagues was busyin wit their work.. i was very "bu hao yi si" lo.. i tot i m the onli one who work wit tat company.. many tahu, the first day i saw lee yee.. one of my classmates.. luckily got ppl accompany me.. aboh then i will sure bored till die liao lo.. keke..today's workin is better bcoz at least i hav work to do.. jus key in the data for the company.. the time pass very fast with work on the hand.. it is better than nth to do at all.. next week mayb i will b learnin doin reservation for customers.. hope can learn as much things from there lo which are useful for me..

haiz... other than that, i very miss my dear dear... very very very miss him lo.. dono y.. dono he put wat drug on me make me so miss him.. tis week cant c him liao.. nd to wait till next week.. so sad... sobz sobz.. haha.. but nvm la.. he oso not purposely dowan meet me de, is bcoz got sumtin to do so he hav to go bac to kb.. i understand de, dear hor?? keke.. no nd to study de life is very good cos o nd to memorize tis and tat anymore.. but workin life oso not good lo.. cos always hav to think of earnin money and sure will get stress from the work de.. haiz... y become a human so hard?? need to think so many things and worry bout tis and tat.. jus hope tat tis world is peace and free from anythin then it will b very good.. haha.. but i noe it is impossible to happen.. keke..

tis first post, i shall stop here lo.. goin to slp soon.. coz tomoro hav to get up early and get to work.. sobz sobz.. anyway.... jus treat tis as a pleasure.. coz can expand our social life.. hehe.. here.. i wanna wish all my friends who doin internship right now goodluck and all da best to u guys.. keep goin on o.. がんばってください。。。 and to dear.. i love you and missin u every seconds... muaxxx... =)