m00dy!!

jus now when i was havin my nap, i dream of sumting... i don make dream often.. i dreamt of my old friends.. yi vean, ee ling, jing ting and others which i couldn't remember.. its a happy dream.. its bout yi vean jus come bac from china and we meet up those things.. and anson (yi vean's bf) was very happy and make a welcoming cards or sumting like tat for her... cos yi vean went to china to have her attachment for half years.. haha.. dono y will dream of this things...

recently, i wasn't happy.. i always feel moody and sad.. dono wat leads to me like tis.. moreover, recently i keep on think lotsa things.. how la.. y la.. all those question marks always probed in front of me.. really dono wat to do.. summore recently, v do hav some quarrel and it make my feelings worse.. i dono y v come bac like tis again.. today is dy 3rd week we didn't c each other since i left kl.. time pass kinda fast.. within tis few weeks, i do ntg at home and jus shaking my legs..

mayb after a couple quarrel, no matter how, it still needs some time to recover as we hav been hurt and sad.. its really very hurtful when i quarrel wit u.. i feel bad wit it.. its jus an uncontrollable action when it comes to quarrel... u will spit out all wat u think... don u agree? so whenever after an argument, i will feel very hurt and sad to say all tat.. sorry for tat.. u told me b4 tat i cannot cry anymore without u by my side, and i did promised u bout tat.. but i m sorry tat i cant do tat.. i cant control it.. it will automatically rolls down my cheek.. sorry bcos i broke my promised...

one more things is u told me tat guys will always keep their feelings wit them and its natural born to keep their feelings wit them.. huh?? i jus wonder y cant guys share their feelings like gals? y must guys always keep it wit them and make them think alone? when a couple 2gether, aren't they should be honest and trust each other? aren't they shouldn't hav any lies o secrets between them? if a gf don know wat her bf is thinkin, then tis gf is used for wat? without tis, a gf cant do anythin to concern him o watever.. y guys so selfish bout their feelings? cant they jus share? guys will always share wit his best buddies rather than share wit his own gf.. izit rite? but in return, the guys always wan the gals to share everythin wit them, but wat bout themselves? really don understand...!!!

p/s: sorry dear, if i hav done anythin tat hurt u.. i doesnt meant to do tat..
p/s 2: dear, i dowan v continue like dat.. its really very hurt and sad.. but mayb v need some time for it.. anyway, jus wan u to noe tat no matter how i not goin to change my love for u and i still love u as much as b4..

tiger teeth

tis morning i went to pluck my teeth again... tis time i was not tat scared as the first time i went there. pluck in the early mornin is better as the it won bleed a lot and it is better as compared to pluck it in the afternoon... tis time, i pluck my right side of tat tiger teeth.. the right tiger teeth is slightly bigger and longer than the left teeth.. and the wound oso is slightly bigger... wonder when will the wound totally recover?? now is still red red... but now.. my teeth is totally without the tiger teeth anymore!! haha.. dono should happy o sad.. i got keep both of tat teeth o.. as a memories.. hehe.. both my sis oso say geli tat i kept my teeth.. but i think is quite nice!! hehe...

my tiger teeth

Pluck Teeth!

today i went to dentist to check on my teeth.. b4 i dy went to few dentist to ask bout my tiger teeth whether can pluck o not.. the previously de doctor all told me tat cannot pluck tat tiger teeth cos if pluck dy then my mouth will 'zhou xing' and where the tiger teeth located there will kemek after i pluck tat teeth.. after all tat.. finally today i went to another doc as b4 my dad went there to pluck his teeth.. my dad told me tat tis doc very good and he pluck teeth not pain at all.. for me, in my whole life, i scared the most is pluck teeth... so, tis time i carry out a lot of courage to pluck my tiger teeth..

when it reach my turn, i went in and sit on tat chair.. the doc ask me wat i wanted to do, so i jus tell him tat i wanto pluck my teeth.. then i ask him tis teeth can pluck o not and he immediately told me tat sure can.. he say tat tis is an extra teeth as my teeth above has grow all.. after he finish saying, he straightaway take his needle to put injection for me.. oopss... scared till i wan cry liao.. but luckily the injection not pain at all.. but oso due to his professional.. haha... first, he inject on the left side of my teeth, second inject on the upper part of the teeth and thirdly inject on the bottom of the teeth.. omg... THREE injection to put me numb... ouch!!

after all the injection, i seated there a while to wait for the numb to works.. about 2-3 minutes, he come wit the "penyepit" which use to pluck the teeth out.. tat time i oso very scared of pain.. in less than 1 minute, the teeth is out.. and the wound oso bleeding.. the tiger teeth really very long.. i think around 2 cm.. and oso very sharp.. tis is onli pluck 1 teeth o.. next week gonna go bac there and pluck the other teeth.. haiz.. but frankly say, nowadays pluck teeth not tat pain like last time.. it is really not like i think tat pain.. hehe.. jus hope tat the wound will recover asap... :)

Penang trip

on tuesday nite, i acc my mum bac to Penang (where i was born) to deals somethings regarding some documents.. we sat 11pm de bus.. as we count, we will reach Penang around 9 or 9 sumting.. but mana tahu, we reach there at 10.30am.. delay our 1 hour plus time.. u noe wat?? tis is bcos the bus reach around ipoh area, then the driver masuk those kampung jalan and drop off passengers in different places.. at first, the bus was full.. but then when reach penang, there were onli left 4 passengers.. me and my mum and 2 more indians.. so, u can imagine tat along the kampung jalan the driver drop of how many passengers.. i think is from changkat jering/kering till seberang jaya..

after we reach there, we went to the settle out things first then we went for our brunch.. as we don hav transport, wat we can do is walk, walk and walk.. whole day i m walking from one places to another places wit my mum.. gosh~~~ add summore the weather like ki siao like dat.. hot till can sun burn, i think.. haha.. due to ages tat i have not been bac to penang, i saw a lot of changes there but the famous food around there will never change.. hehe.. as penang is famous of its specialty and delicious foods, so we went around to taste the foods again.. for examples, ais kacang, char koay teow, asam laksa, lobak, popiah, chee cheong fun, loh mee, hokkien mee and so on.. all of tis foods, u can find it everywhere in penang.. its foods are totally different from other places and it is hard to find as well.. so, if u hav the chance to visit Penang, u can try on this delicious foods... hehe..

chee cheong fun

ais kacang

popiah

after done tis done tat, then we went bac to Komtar there and walk walk around the shopping centre.. there de shoping centre, i cant c anythin which attracts me.. so sad.. at last, i wat oso din buy.. hehe.. tat time i was very very tired and my leg like its goin to broke.. hw i wish tat time i can hav someone to massage for me.. haha.. on tat day as well, we went bac to jb.. so semangat hor.. we sat 8.30pm de bus bac jb and when we reach jb, the time is 4.30am.. so so tired.. then come bac home clean myself then ready to slp tat time was 6.00am in the mornin.. fuuu~~ tats the half day trip of mine in Penang and bac to JB few hours later.. hehe...

*hugs*

bac again to my blog lo.. bout 1 week i din update my blog.. i finally finish my internship lo!! currently ar very free and sat i m goin bac to jb... i jus played a personality test.. i felt it is very accurate... all of the answers i choose are really the one i think in my heart.. since from sat, i have been having a fully happy and contented days... as dear is accompanying me, all the things we have done.. laugh, tease, play, watch movie... for me, all tis is already enuf as long as u ar by my side all the time.. how i wish to hav u beside me all da time.. i dono y.. when u ar by my side, my time will pass very fast and a day is gone for nothing but wit happiness... i wonder wat will happen if one day i lose u... cos i cant afford to lose u... but for sure i hope ntg gonna happen between us and hope we will always stay together for a long long time till never part.. tis wat i hope and wish for very much... miss u so so much.. *hugs*

while spending the time wit him, i still hav to finish up my report.. i never think tat my report contains of 100++ pages.. looks like very thick.. haha.. tomoro gonna hand up my report dy.. hopefully all will go smoothly and at last graduate lo!! hehe.. waiting for the graduation day.. but i think is around june to july.. so still long.. all is gonna different dy.. after i go bac, i will rest and clear all my things first before i start my next plans.. jus hoping that my dreams will come true..

dear... although i m goin bac to jb dy, and i am nt sure when will i come bac to kl, nt sure how long will we meet again, nt sure how long will we meet each other once, but i jus wan u to noe tat no matter how, u ar always on my mind and i will love u all da time... i will b always thinkin of u... caring bout u... hoping tat u will b happy all da time and ever... dear.. thank you for yr everything... appreciate it all a lot.. THANK YOU... u noe my dreams.. so BLESS me for tat.. so tat i can get wat both of us wan... get to c dear the comin days.. miss u a lot... *hugs* *hugs*... love you so much, dear shiang... muaxx muaxx...

Labour Day!

today is end of april lo.. tomoro is the 1st of the month again... tomoro is 1st of may.. its LABOUR DAY!! haha... tis time is the first time which i am a labour now and happily havin the public holiday... hehe.. today workin oso very fast over dy.. cos thinkin tat tomoro is public holiday.. when we work, wat we always hope is more and more public holiday... hehe.. but my public holiday i don hav any plan.. so jus stay at home and rest.. b a guai guai luiz.. =)

i left 2 more working day to finish my internship.. 3 months jus over like dat.. like it is jus blink of times.. after trainin, hav to write report.. but luckily tat everyweek i got write, so it won tat much of work to do even after my trainin.. after my trainin, i m free lo... haha.. but i hav to prepare to go bac jb dy.. as i nd to go bac and do alot of things.. i wanto do passport!! now singapore ar havin sales dy until july.. i wanna save some money then go singapore shop shop shop.. cos when singapore hav sales, they ar really very very cheap and worth to buy de o.. so prepare some money b4 shop till drop... wakakaka...

tomoro is oso me and my dear being together for 1 year and 3 months anniversary... time really fast noh.. tat time jus 1 month, 3 month, now 15 months dy... fuuu~~~ haha.. but i very happy and feel contented tat i can hav him as my bf.. he is really a great bf... hehe.. although yr person ar not right beside me.. but for me u ar always beside me accompanying me.. feels gd whenever we spend the time together.. miss u so so much.. dy 2 weeks plus din c liao.. miss yr person a lot.. but nvm.. in a few days time u will b bac.. hehe..

p/s: Dear, HAPPY 1 YEAR & 3 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!
p/s2: I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, TIEW ENG SHIANG...
p/s3: MISS YA... Muacksssssssss.....

r3 g@therin...

today i went for my class (r3) gathering.. we supposed to meet at 5pm at sg.wang.. but then as i work till 1pm, so after that, i straightaway went there wit one of my friends.. so lucky tat one of my colleagues is goin to times square, so we hav a free ride instead of walking to the monorail.. then after we reach there, as it is still early, so went to times square and hav lunch together wit my colleagues.. haha.. we went to the "Uncle Duck" restaurant and hav our lunch.. it is a hong kong restaurant.. and it is famous for the roasted duck.. haha.. the food there not bad.. heard my colleagues say the chef is really from hong kong.. hehe..

after hav our lunch, i acc my frens go walk walk and find shoes for her sis and oso waitin for the time to reach.. then we meet each other and we decided to go bac times square and go for old town to yumcha.. we had 15 ppl yumcha together and we are the nosiest at there.. hehe... but really very happy as we very long din each other liao.. then chit chat till around 8 sumting and the photo session then reach.. we all took a lot of pics as momento.. i m the most obvious liao cos noe wat?? i wear a totally very red blouse.. very sharp the colour.. haha.. we chit chat a lot of things like how ar we doin, wat hav we learn, gonna continue study o not, our future... hehe.. but it is really nice and warm.. the feeling is so gd.. next gatherin will b when???

then we went bac by metro bus.. then i will reach wangsa then onli sit taxi bac to MU.. on the bus, i met a very hate de things.. i very hate those bangladesh or naples or myanmar ppl.. they are disgusting.. it is not i criticize them.. is they make me so hate them.. while in the bus, luckily got place to sit.. then in front of my right hand side seat, there sit two bangladesh o naples ppl.. they are GAY!! keep on huggin on the bus.. very disgusting.. then one of the guy keep on look at me... he purposely turn his whole head and keep on look at me!! it is not i wanto show off o wat.. whenever i turn tat side, he is still look at me.. he don even noe how to paise o wat.. my fren oso noticed tat.. i very hate tat feelin as ppl ar starin at me.. damn.. then after some of the ppl get down from the bus, i and my fren change to the place on the same row wit him but is sittin behind him.. but then, he oso the same the whole head turn behind and look at me.. BABI DIA.. i hav two of my fren sit behind him which is oso in front of me.. my fren in front oso feel angry wit him and wish to gorge his eyes out!! really keep on look and look non stop.. i hav the same feelin wit my fren oso wanto gorge his eyes out... really frustrating.. but i din even look at him o bother bout him.. i jus told my fren tat don bother bout him.. he wanto c then ma c lo.. cos i noe they all sure get down from the bus very soon.. at last, they oso get down..

p/s: pardon me if i m rude, cos i really pek cek wit tat guy!!
p/s 2: feel really happy tat we can still meet and stay frens 4eva.. miss ya all...

Hope So

today is a damn boring day for me.. lonely weekend.. nobody to talk to until my dear call me from pulau jus now.. so bad de him there show off wit me he went to pulau.. summore say is a miss tat i din go.. so bad so bad.. haha.. i really miss pulau a lot.. yesterday, luckily i went out to yumcha wit ching fen.. we long time no c dy as both of us oso busy with our intership.. but actually is she busy la.. i oso dono got how eng.. hehe.. then we chit chat for few hours and we talk a lot a lot of things.. hehe.. tis comin saturday, we will hav another gatherin for our group.. tis time is more ppl comin out together and hang out together... we already kept all those things tat we wan to chat till tat day onli spit it all out.. wakaka.. after tis week, i will left ONE WEEK to go to finish my trainin.. it is also after tis week, i left ONE WEEK to go to c my dear dear.. miss him damn much... dono how le.. after my trainin, i went bac to jb.. then ma miss him more?? hehe.. but anyway.. i will stick to my plan and hope i can get wat i wan so tat all my troubles and concerns will b gone and live happily together after tat.. HOPE SO...

i wan go for holiday...

so fast tomoro is friday again.. another weekend again.. damn fast.. but tis comin 2 weekend i will b alone without dear.. cos he now havin sem break as he finished exam dy and he goin bac to kelantan tomoro.. gonna miss him so much.. haha.. but nvm.. 2 weeks oso very fast nia.. hehe.. but he goin to pulau.. i cannot go.. miss tat time i went pulau as well.. really very fun and happy.. havin a gd and memorable memories there..

now i been transferred to another airline which is Alitalia.. it is an airline of Italy.. so i can learn more on tat place.. hehe.. b4 tat jet airways, i at there for 2 weeks but din learn anythin pun.. at there everyday oso readin magazines nia.. those ppl there all oso very busy and like dowan to teach.. then at there the time oso pass very slow.. at Alitalia.. i got things to and learn sumting new, then the time pass faster..

not long i will finish my training liao.. yes!! after tat i wanto hav fun and go for holiday.. but i dono wan go where and wit who and when goin.. dono wan go malacca or genting or anywhere.. jus wan go near near de first.. if go overseas not really got $$$ yet.. haha.. got any anyone got any plan?? hehe.. jus wish to relax myself and giv myself some fun after tis tired training.. long time din really hav some fun.. wanna giv myself some time to splash on fun.. if anyone got any plan can tell me.. then we can plan it out.. wakakaka..

2 more weeks...

tis week will b the last three week of my internship.. after tis week, i jus left 2 more weeks to finish my training.. time flies fast.. not long i m gonna move bac to jb and nobody noes wat is goin to happen after tat.. not long i m comin out to tis society to work and earn my own living.. wat a glimpse of time it pass so fast.. i jus hope tat there wouldn't be any changes in my life especially my loved one after my internship..

currently i m in jet airways, one of the airline company, and everyday i go to work, i oso ntg to do.. the purpose i m assigned there is to learn reservation and ticketing those things.. but its already 2 weeks gone, i jus learn a bit of reservation procedures.. my supervisor is always tat busy and i noe tat they won pass me the job in dealing wit the customers in front of the counter there and also dealing wit bookings those things.. cos i m not familiar wit al those things yet.. if later i make a wrong mistake,.. die liao lo.. hehe..

so.. everyday i at office, oso jus hope tat the time will pass faster and always will wait for knock off time.. hehe.. everyday, i jus read magazines and sumtime secretly online and check sumting and sign in my msn.. if not i will bored till die liao.. anyway.. jus left 2 more weeks to go.. i will struggle till the end de..

dear now ar having yr final exam.. jus left 2 more subjects to go.. few more days, the rest ar havin their exam as well.. sumtimes, i envy them cos my study life ended liao... its not i wanto show off, but the study life ar really better than workin life.. study life ar more enjoyable than working life.. study life can hav fun but workin life cant.. everyday jus work work and work.. ntg else to add on.. anyway, jus wanna wish all my frens tat ar havin their final exam all da best..

* gdluck to u guys tat ar havin final exam..
* all da best to u guys..
* gambatte kudasai...
* ka yao...
* jia you...
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